From the recording From the 41
Lyrics
Intro:
Falling forwards towards disaster
No signs of life in my mind
Never thought I'd leave my closure
To someone so far behind
Verse 1:
Stuck in the rut again
Been down so long I think I lost my mind
With all the misery entrenched deep within our lives
Tell me those lies again
Tell me everything will be just fine
[Tell me everything will be just fine]
All the while you seem to keep pace with everything
So break away all the chains when they hurt you
Keep you safe, unrestrained, when they want to
Held you high for so long
[long]
Don't be afraid to fall
Rock bottom's waiting
Never mind the illusion of choices
Telling me to escape with no losses
I guess its easier to block it all and disconnect
[disconnect]
To see how far my back can bend
Chorus:
I can't keep waiting
and I keep suffocating
[suffocating]
I can't keep paying for this
[ooo~]
I can't keep paying for this
Selfishly hating
But comfortable in this mess
Just when its caving in
I just wanna feel again
Just wanna feel again
Verse 2:
Playing the victim its all so exhausting
You hold me up high by the throat
I'm kicking and screaming and swearing, defeating
These words won't find you all alone
No your selfish and too smart for this
But I can't help when you reminisce
I swear I'm getting too old for this shit
Played out poison
Tune in tune it out and forget it
Your just a noose in a dress
Give me a branch for my head to rest
Bridge:
Slip away
Don't wait for me
This is the pain that you need
Chorus:
I can't keep waiting
and I keep suffocating
[suffocating]
I can't keep paying for this
[ooo~]
I can't keep paying for this
Selfishly hating
But comfortable in this mess
Just when its caving in
I just wanna feel again
Just wanna feel again
I can't keep waiting
and I keep suffocating
[suffocating]
I can't keep paying for this
[ooo~]
I can't keep paying for this
Selfishly hating
But comfortable in this mess
Just when its caving in
I just wanna feel again
Just wanna feel again

